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daddare duk dan sbda inteesar amma baya nunawa, ita kuwa idan bata gansa ba har bata jin ddi, tayi ta sintirin xuwa gun inna knn, ta rasa me ke damunta kan Aliyu, gashi ko sun hadu kallon arxiki bata yi masa bare gaisuwa, shi kam sae dae ya bita da kallo, tun ran da inna tayi mata maganan komawa gidanta ta balbaleta da masifa bata sake yi mata ba. Cikinta ya shiga wata na shidda amma bbu me yi mata maganan komawa gidan mijinta, Yau tana xaune falon inna ya shigo da daddare, inna na bakin famfo tana wanke robobinta, ya xauna yana kallon inteesar dake xaune tana shan watemelon, kallo daya tayi masa ta dauke kanta, ya sauko gabanta ya xauna yana kallonta, tayi kmr bata san da shi ba tana ta shan kankananta, ya shafi cikinta ta buge masa hannu tace "meye hka," bakinsa ya daura an nata yana kallon cikin idonta, gabanta yyi mugun faduwa ta rufe idonta da sauri ya shiga kissin din wuyarta, tayi baya xata fadi ya tallabota da sauri snn ya kwantar da ita a hankali ya shiga shafata ta kasa hanasa, ganin idan ya ci gaba da hkn baxae iya hkura ba yasa ya dago ta yana kallonta da kyar yace "fateema," ta daga kai tana kallonsa ita ma da kyar don gaba daya yanayinta ya canxa, ya kauda yace "meyasa kike walakantani hka ne kike cutata," tayi tsaki bata ce komai ba, ya ci gaba "kiyi hkuri ki koma dakin ki, ni nayi maki alkawarin baxa a sake jin kan mu ba," tace "ae bani kadae bace matarka da xaka damu kanka a kaina, kuma ni bana sonka" yyi murmushi yace "karya kike yarinya ga sona nn ina hangowa cikin idonki, ni dae ne bana sonki i only need yhu badly, amma xanyi kkri naga na koyi sonki sbda kids dinmu" ta fashe da kuka ta mike tsaye tana kallonsa tace "ka yaudari kanka idan kayi tunanin ina sonka, uwar me xanyi da wanda baya ganin mahaifiyata da gashi ma dae tukun, i hate yhu Aliyu," ta juya da sauri ta shige dakin inna tana kukan takaici, wae he only need her dama tasan kawae don ya dinga biyan silly bukatarsa yasa yake son ta koma gidansa. Ya sauke ajiyar xuciya ya mike ya fita daga falon, inna tace ina xaka" yace ina xuwa inna, sashinsu inteesar ya nufa, yyi sallama can kasa ihsaan ta amsa ya bude kofar ya shiga falon, momy na xaune tana feed din ihsaan, ya nemi gu ya xauna kansa a kasa ya gaisheta, ta amsa da "qlau," yyi shiru na kusan minti biyar tana ta harkan gabanta, a hankali ya fara magana yace "wajen ki na xo momy," ba tare da ta kallesa ba fuskarta a daure tace "ni kuma . Aliyu ya dan yi shiru snn yace "dama so nake don Allah ki taimaka kiyi ma Fateema magana ta koma dakinta, don xata fi jin maganarki," momy tayi masa wani mugun kallo tace "lallai ka cika mara kunya, kasan da warce kke magana kuwa, to fice min a falo tun kan na baka mamaki," ya sunkuyar da kansa ya dan yi murmushi bbu yabo bbu fallasa yace "ae dae don Allah nace," cikin tsawa tace "ka fice min a falo tun banje na hadaka da ubanka ba, da can ni na raba ku da xan hada ku ynxu, lallai ka cika fitsararre mara tunani" ya mike yana murmushi ya fice daga falon, tayi tsaki ta shige bedroom dinta ranta a bace. Sashin inna ya koma, inna na xaune da inteesar tana shafa mata bayanta wae xuciyarta na tashi, daga bakin kofar yana kallon inteesar yace "in har kika koma gidana to baki cika yar halak, kiyi ta xama gidanku, cikin ma in kinga baxa ki iya ba kya iya xuwa ki xubar da shi ynxu," ya ja dogon tsaki ya sake labulen ya juya yyi gaba, inna da ta kasa rufe baki ta mike da sauri ta bi shi tace "ka dawo ka bata takardarka don uwarka, idan ba kaddara ba me xae kaita auren mahaukaci," ya juya yana kallon inna yace "sae dae in ku ne ke hauka," yyi gaba abunsa. Inteesar da komai nata ya tsaya ta kasa cewa komai sae hawayen da take, inna ta shigo tace lah meye abun kuka, ki rabu da dan iska wllh na kashe aurenku ynxun nn, ya ya kuma ki haifesu ki bani na kai masa ya basu nono, inteesar dae bata ce komai ba amma duk jikinta yyi sanyi, ta bar inna na ta surutunta har kusan karfe goma snn tayi mata sae da safe tayi bangarensu jikinta a mace, momy bata yi bacci ba tana xaune falo, ta shiga daki ta kwanta ta lumshe idonta duk da tasan ba bacci xata yi ba, momy ce ta kirata ta fito falon ta xauna tana kallonta, momy tace "kina ji na fateema," ba hka nn momy ke kiran sunanta ba don hka ta nutsu tana sauraran me momy xata ce mata, momy tace "duk me xan ce maki a nn kar kiyi min musu, yhu obey b4 complain kinji" kai kawae inteesar ta gyada mata. Momy tace "ki shirya ki koma dakin ki gobe da safe," inteesar ta tsaya kallonta da mamaki, nn da nn hawaye ya cika idonta, xata yi magana momy tace "ban son naji abinda xaki ce, ba don bana sonki nace ki koma dakin ki ba fateema, sau biyu Alhaji yana min magana nake shashantarwa don har cikin raina ban son aurenki da yaron nn, but ynxu ina da dalilin cewa ki koma dakin ki, kiyi hkuri kinji inteesar Allah xae shige mana gaba, kuma ga matan gidan nn sae yada ki a waje suke wae ae ya sakeki, hkn ne ma yasa Alhaji yyi min magana nace maki ki koma dakin ki, idan lkcn haihuwarki yyi sae ki dawo gida ki haihu, ki kwantar da hnkalinki inteesar lkcn da ni da kaina xan bukaci Alhaji yyi masa magana ya baki takardarki na nn xuwa don ko bayan raina ni ban yrda kici gaba da xama da Aliyu a matsayin mijinki ba, " inteesar tayi shiru ta kasa cewa komai jikinta yyi sanyi jin furucin momy na karshe, ta tabbatar da ta gaya ma momy irin cin mutuncin da yyi mata daxu da baxata fara cewa ta koma gidansa ba, sae ta samu kanta da kasa gaya ma momy abinda yyi mata, ta mike a sanyaye tayi ma momy sae da safe ta shiga bedroom ta kwanta, duk da ta so tayi kuka ko xata ji sanyi amma sae ta nemi kukan ta rasa. Washegari da safe karfe takwas ta gama shirinta ta dauki dan hanbag dinta tunda ba wani kaya xata dauka ba, momy ta bata dubu daya kudin mota, momy tace "kije kiyi ma inna sallama," tace mata "to" snn ta fita Momy tayi mata Allah ya kiyaye, sae ta samu kanta da rashin son xuwa gun inna don kar ta hanata tafiya, kasa xuwa yi mata sallaman tayi ta fita daga gidan kawae ta taka har babban titi snn ta tsayar da tricycle ta gaya masa inda xata ta shiga, suna isa ta fito ta mika masa kudinsa ya bata canjinta snn ta yi hanyar gate ta danna bell mai gadi ya bude mata ta shiga gidan, a sanyaye ta karasa balcony ta murda kofar falon taji shi a rufe, ta kai minti kusan goma a tsaye snn ta rumtse idonta ta danna bell, safeena ce ta sauko bude kofar kyanwar da a cewarta ta dauko daga gidansu don tana mugun son mage na biye da ita a bayanta, shi dae Aliyu ya rasa yanda xae yi da ita da magen ne amma har ga Allah baya son mage, ta juyawa taga magen a bayanta sae wani tsalle yake ta sa kafa ta hauresa ya koma sama da gudu, Aliyu yyi tsaki ya maida dubansa ga TV, duk da ofcourse tasan ko waye a bakin kofar sae ta shiga cewa "kai bala sae ynxu ka ga daman xuwa kai da nace maka tun karfe takwas, ynxu da bbu kwata kwata ya kke son nayi gashi baya cin komai sae potatoe da safe" a fusace take maganar kmr gske, inteesar ta dan koma baya ta bude kofar, safeena tayi turus a bakin kofar tana kallon cikin inteesar tana dan murmushi, kallo daya inteesar tayi mata ta dauke kanta, wasu shegun kayan bacci ne jikinta sae mayafin da ta yafa kuma a hka take shirin fitowa gun driver don rashin sanin ciwon kai, shi kuma da yake bae damu da ita ba bae hanata ba, gefenta inteesar tabi xata wuce ta bangajeta ta tare hanyan tace "ina kike tunanin xaki hka," Aliyu dake kwance kan kujera yana kallonsu don shima yyi mamakin ganin inteesar yace "ki kyaleta kila kayanta ta xo kwasa," inteesar ta kasa cewa komai don takaici, hawaye ya cika idonta amma bata bari safeena ta gani ba, safeena tace "ayyo," snn ta matsa daga bakin kofar, da kyar inteesar ta shiga gidan tayi hanyar stairs xuciyarta na raya mata ta kwashi kayanta kawae kmr yanda yace ta koma, safeena ta bita da kallo tana murmushi mugunta don sarae tasan da xuwanta, da sauri Aliyu ya mike yana kallon safeena yace "kin goge ruwan sama ne," safeena ta dan yatsine fuska tace "to ni na xubar," yayo waje da ido yyi hanyar stairs da sauri har yana bugewa yana kwala ma inteesar kira ta tsaya. Gano abinda yake gudu Safeena tayi ta bisa da sauri gabanta na faduwa don mugunta a xuciyarta tace kai abu biyu xae hade mata knn da sauri kan ya haura sama tace "kai wasa nake na goge," ya juya yana kallonta amma hankalinsa bae kwanta ba, xae yi magana yaji inteesar ta fasa wani raxanannen ihu a sama, ya haura sama da sauri yana cewa "innalillahi wa inna ilai hi raji'un," safeena ta doka uban tsalle ta shiga kiran uwarta hannunta na rawa, uwar ta daga tace "wayyo momy mutumin nn ya iya aiki ta xo wllh," da sauri Hajiyar tace "to magen fa ta ganshi," safeena tace "ba dole ba ae mutumin ca yyi yana jin kamshinta xae fito yana jiranta da na xo bude mata kofa kar ki ga yanda ya biyo ni da gudu, wato yaji kamshinta, na sa kafa na hauresa ya koma sama ya jirata a can, ae ko da gudu ya koma momy har wani rawa jikinsa fa yake, kuma kinsan me momy abu biyu ya hade mata Aliyu ya xubar da ruwa sama yana jira in goge naki gogewa kinga tana hawa sama tsantsin ruwan xae kwasheta sae kuma ga aljanar magen ma na jiranta, ae ciki kam kema kinsan sae lbri momy" ji tayi Aliyu na kwala mata kira a rude, safeena tace "xamuyi waya anjima momy gashi can yana kirana," ta katse kiran xuciyarta fal murna ta haura sama cikin muryan tashin hankali da tsoro take cewa "me ya faru Honey ruwan bae gogu bane, . Aliyu na rungume da inteesar dake ta kuka tana shisshigewa jikinsa safeena ta hauro sama, cikin tsawa yace "me kika ce min," da sauri ta sauka kasa ganin yanayinsa, ya dago inteesar yana girgixa kai cikin tashin hankali yace "ta ina kika fadi fateema," kin bude idonta tayi amma jikinta sae rawa yake, duk a xatonsa xafin ciwo ne yasa take haka, duk ya rikice mata ta gaya masa ta yanda ta fadi da kyar ta dago kanta tana kallonsa muryarta na rawa tace "ni ban fadi ba, wata mage ce...." sae ta kasa karasa ta fashe da wani matsanancin kuka ta fada kanshi jikinta na rawa, yyi shiru yana yana kallonta, dagata sama yyi ya bude dakinsa ya shigar da ita ya kwantar snn yace "magen ne ya tsorata ki?" kai kawae ta gyada masa ya juya xae fita ta rikosa da sauri tace "kar ka tafi ka barni yaya," ya durkusa gabanta yana goge mata hawayen fuskarta yace "baxan tafi in barki ba," ya mike ya fice daga dakin, dakin safeena ya shiga, ya tarda ita tsaye tana waya, da sauri ta katse wayan tana kallonsa a tsorace, bae ko kalleta ba yyi gun magen dake labe gefen madubinta, ya finciko ta, safeena ta yo waje da ido a tsorace tace "me xaka yi Aliyu, me tayi maka" bae ko kalleta ba ya buga magen da bango tayi wani shegen kara kmr ba mage ba ya sake bugata da karfi, snn ya bude window ya cillata downstairs ya juya yana nuna safeena da yatsa yace "daga yau kika sake shigo min da ko wani irin dabba gidan nn daga ke har dabban sae na wurga ku downstairs," har ya fita ya dawo da sauri ya shaketa yana huci yace "kika ce min kin goge ruwan," xata yi magana ya xuba mata tagwayen mari snn ya jefar da ita yace "kuma Allah ya baki sa'a kar ki goge," ya juya ya fice daga dakin ya koma dakinsa, tana kwance ta dukunkune waje daya ta kasa daina tuna magen, ya karasa kusa da ita ya dago ta yana kallonta . Aliyu ya rungumeta a hankali yace "baxa ki sake ganin magen ba kin ji" kai kawae ta gyada masa yace "daga ina kike ynxu," ta turasa da karfi tuno abinda ya gama faruwa daxu yyi dariya yace "to kiyi hkuri abinda nayi maki jiya, i was jet angry," tace "ni ka matsa na wuce na hada kayana," yace "ae kuma kin riga kin dawo gidan uban ya'yanki knn," ya danyi shiru snn taji a hankali yace "kece kawae ke bamu wahala inteesar" ta daga kae da sauri tana kallonsa don bae taba kiranta da inteesar ba, ya dan yi murmushi yace "yes kin ki xama ki rungumi mijinki ki koya masa sonki, duk da ke kina masifar sonsa," takaici kmr ta rusa ihu tace "yhu re decievin yhur self in har kana tunanin ina sonka," yyi murmushi yace "abar maganan, ynxu dae teach me hw 2 like yhu fateema," hawaye ya cika idonta tana kallon cikin idonsa, lallai ma ya Aliyu ba ma love ba like, kauda kanta tayi ya jawo ta jikinsa ya lumshe idonsa a hankali yace "i wil try my best naga na cire safeena a raina na sa ki ko dan sbda twins dinmu kinji kanwata," ita dae bata ce komai ba amma nn da nn ta dan ji ddi, don ixuwa ynxu tasan yes ko ba completly ba tana da feelins wa Aliyu tun daga ranar da ta kwana jikinsa. Ya dago kanta yana kallonta yace "me xaki ci, ko kinyi break a gida," kai kawae ta gyada masa ya dan yi shiru snn yace "xaki iya hada min break ynxu to," ta daga kai da sauri tana kallonsa don bata taba masa girki ba tunda take, ta samu kanta da gyada masa kai, snn ta mike tayi hanyar kofa ya bita da kallo, ya sauke ajiyar xuciya ya jingina jikin gado,"yes sae da hka don rainasa xata yi, gwara suyi ta tafiya a hka yyi ta lallaba xuciyarsa har ta gama mallakan hankalinta" tana shiga kitchen ta tarar safeena ta fere dankali, taki amfani dashi ta fere wani snn ta shiga soya mashi, a bangaren safeena kam Aliyu na fita tayi kusa da window tana hawaye gabanta na faduwa, katuwar laya ta gani a maimakon magen, da gudu jikinta na rawa ta sauka kasa ta dauko shi ta bude handbag dinta ta saka, tana kuka ta kira momynta ta gaya mata abinda ya faru, momyn har da kukanta, tace "maxa ki kamo hanya ki taho mu koma wajensa anjima," safeena ta share hawayenta tace "Allah yasa ya barni na fita," tana xaune ta xabga tagumi ta fara jin kamshin soye soye downstairs, da sauri ta sakko ta iso kitchen din tana kallon inteesar da mamaki, ko kallonta inteesar bata yi ba, cikin tsawa tace "ke dabba dankalin nawa kike soyawa," inteesar ta saukar da nata dankalin tace "nasan abinda kika barbada ciki don ina hauka xan soya, ga abinki nn," safeena kmr ta hadiye xuciya sae huci take tana kallonta, gashi ba daman ta tabata Aliyu ya sauko ya ci uwarta, ta gama tsayuwarta bakin kofar tana ma inteesar kallon tsana ita dae inteesar tayi kmr bata san tana yi ba tana ta hada break fst abinta, don kanta ta bar bakin kofa taje ta xauna kan kujera xuciyarta na tafarfasa, Aliyu ya sakko kasa yana kallon safeena yace "wayarki na ring a sama," ta juya tana kallonsa bata ce komai ba ta haura sama, kitchen ya shiga ya tsaya bakin kofa yana kallon inteesar yace "na baki wahala ko," bata ce komai ba yyi murmushi ya shigo kitchen din ya shiga taimaka mata, kmr yasan ta gaji kuwa don ba ta daga ko da kofi a gida, a dinnin ta jera masa break din, yace "ki xo muci," ta girgixa masa kai tace "na koshi," snn ta haura sama ya bi ta da kallo. Ta gama gyaran dakinta tayi wanka tana kwalliya gaban madubi ya shigo, kallo daya tayi masa ta madubi ta dauke kanta, yace "xo ki ga abu kanwata," tayi bnxa dashi har sae da ya karaso snn yace "magana nake," bata ce komai ba ta mike ta bi sa, wani daki ya bude mata ta shiga shima ya shiga, shiru tayi tana kallon dakin, yyi murmushi yace "dakin twins dina ne nn," ta tabe baki tace "ae sae ka ta gani," ta juya xata fita ya rikota yace "baki duba kayan bbies din ba ko sun maki," ta dan yatsine fuska tace "sunyi," bae sake ce mata komai ba amma bae ji ddin reaction dinta ba, ta fice ya bi bayanta, dakinta ta koma ta kwanta, shi kuma ya shiga dakinsa, karfe sha biyu ya shigo dakinta sanye da farin shadda da yake ranar juma'ace, ya karaso kan gadonta ya xauna yace "ni xan tafi masallaci," ba tare da ta kallesa ba tace "Allah ya kiyaye," ya mike tsaye yace "Ameen, 4 once ki gyara min bedroom dina don Allah, idan xaki iya girki kiyi idan baxa ki iya ba kar ki takura kanki," kai kawae ta gyada masa without much interest, ya karaso kusa da ita yyi kissn din cikinta ta turasa tana hararansa ya fice yana murmushi, meye amfanin abubuwan nn da yake mata tunda shi da bakinsa yace baya sonta, hasalima like dinta xae yi kkrin yaga ya fara yi, hkn yasa ta fashe da kukan takaici, muryarsa da safeena taji a compound ta mike da sauri taje tana leken window, tare xasu fita da alamar xae ajiye ta wani gun, ya bude mata gaban mota ta shiga snn ya xaga ya shiga driver sit ya ja motar suka fita daga gidan, jikinta yyi sanyi hka kawae taga kuka ya xo mata, taci kukanta na kusan minti talatin snn ta mike don xuwa ta gyara masa bedroom dinsa . ina Godiya da adduoinku na alkhairi gareni inasamun sakon gaisuwa ta wurare da dama Nagode sosai inajin dadi sosai yayin Dana ga anamin addua Nagode. Duk da fes taga dakin nasa don ya Aliyu ba baya ba wajen tsafta barin ma ansan duk inda likita yake tsafta na nn, hkn bae sa taki yi masa gyara mai kyau ba, don har da bedsheet sae da ta canxa masa tasaka na da a washin machine ta fito ta ci gaba da gyara masa dakin har drawers sae da ta bude ta hada masa duk kayan alluransa da medcines guri guda, ta dauko ruwa da freshner tayi moppn din dakin snn ta shiga dakinta ta dauko burner na turaren wuta ta xuba turare ciki ta jona masa a dakin, ta shiga bayi shima ta tsaftace shi, singlet dinsa da short nickers dake cikin bathroom din taji tsoran wanke masa kar ya ci uwarta, ta wanke xanin gadon kadae da taimakon washn machine tayi drain dinsa snn ta fita xuwa garden ta shanya, har xata rufe bathroom din don ta gama dashi kawae tace bari ta wanke masa inners din dae, cikin minti sha biyar ta gama wankin ta hada har da jallabiyansa biyu da dardumansa taje ta shanya su a can garden suma har wani jiri take gani don gajiya, kitchen ta shiga tana tunanin abinda xata girka, shinkafa ta daura ta koma sama ta shiga dakin ta kashe burner dinta don kamshi kam har falo ta mayar dakinta snn ta koma dakin don ta sake labulaye, taji waya na ring ta shiga neman wayan, can bedside drawer ta ga wayan kan wani babban buk, kuma har nn ta gyara amma bata lura da wayan ba ta dauka tana kallon nambobin ganin bata san ko waye bane yasa ta ajiye masa wayar inda ya ajiye, har ta juya xata fita ta dawo da sauri tana kallon littafin da ya daura wayarsa kai, ta dauki buk din tana kare masa kallo dis is d second tym da take ganinsa, wae his diary, ta dan tabe baki ta dauka xata je ta ajiye masa inda ta jera masa litattafen da ta gani kan study desk, har ta ajiye ta girgixa kai ta dauko shi, yau sae taga me ke cikin diary din nasa, durkusawa tayi kusa da gado yanda xata ji ddin karatun tana rike da diary din taga hotuna sun xubo kasa, ta ajiye diaryn kan gado ta kwashi hotunan da sauri don ta ga na menene . . Inteesar tayi still komai nata ya tsaya ganin wani hotonta lkcn graduation dinta na primary tana da shekaru sha daya lkcn, ta kasa daina kallon hotan da mamaki, sanye take da graduation gown tana rike da testimonial dinta na primary sch tayi murmushinta mai kyau, ba karamin kyau hotan yyi ba, jikinta yyi sanyi ta ajiye shi snn ta dauki wani hoton tana kallo, ta bude baki da mugun mamaki tana kallon hoton hannunta, hotan graduation dinta ne na junior sec sch shima tana rike da testimonial tayi murushinta mae kyau har sae da beauty point dinta ya fito, da kyar ta ajiyesa ta dauki wani, wnn xaune take ta dan duka kanta amma ana iya ganin fuskarta maths texbuk gabanta tana assignment duk hankalinta na kan abinda take, ba karamin kyau hoton yyi ba kuma da gani a falon inna ne, shima ta ajiye shi da kyar ta dauki wani, shi kuma wnn tana kwance ne falon inna sanye da singlet fari da xani idonta lumshe alamar bacci take hoton yyi kyau ssae duk siffar jikinta sae da ya fito tsoro ya kama inteesar ta ajiye shi da sauri ta dauki wani, shi kuma tana xaune abinci na gabanta fuskarta daure, ko me take kallo gefenta oho, naxari ta tsaya tayi ssae ta tuna ranar kusan 2yrs bck ne bata da lfya inna ta sa ta gaba ta ci abinci, ta ajiyesa da kyar taga durkushe bae ganta ba, ta xauna kan tiles din ta dauki wani hoton tana kallo shi kuma wnn a tsakar gida ne tana dariya da alamar da su xainab ne riga da skirt ne jikinta kanta ko dankwali bbu, tayi shiru kmr me son tuna ranan, yes Aliyu ne ya koresu kowa yyi bangarensa da gudu ranan, ta ajiyesa jikinta a sanyaye ta dauki wani, shi kuma tana durkushe kanta a kasa ko me take xubawa oho, inteesar duk ta rikice tsoro ya bayyana a fuskarta, to wa innan hotunan daga ina, hka ta dinga kallon hotunanta kala kala kuma gaba daya bata ga wanda take kallon camera ba sae na graduatn, sae kuma wa inda taga sunyi tare da su Zainab shi kuma lkcn sllh ne wnn, hoton da yafi daure mata kai bae wuce wanda ta ganta daga ita sae dan jumper da karamin skirt ba, kuma wae dariya take, yawancin hotunan duk tana bacci aka dauketa, hoton graduatn dinta na ss3 kadae ne bata gani ba, amma duk hotunan da suke yi da sllh ta gansu, ta ajiye duka hotunan da kyar ba tare da ta gama ganinsu gaba daya ba ta bude Diaryn, makullin mota ta gani a tsakiyar ta ajiye makullin ta maida hankalinta kan rubutun da ta gani boldy saman sheets din dairyn, "will never 4get our 1st nyt Inteesar," wani mummunan faduwa gabanta yyi, jikinta ya dau rawa, a hankali ta saukar da idonta kan rubutun dake kasan heading din, "baxan manta da daren farkon mu ba inteesar, i knw na maki ba dae dae ba but find a place in ur heart 2 4give me, it was'nt intentionally sonki ne ya jawo hka duk da banyi niyyar yi maki komai ba bbyna, i so much hurt yhu......" inteesar ta fashe da wani matsanancin kuka ta kasa karasa karatun, kuka ssae ta shiga rerawa, ta ajiye dairyn tayi mai isarta snn ta jawo ta bude wani page din kuma, "i fell in love with her ryt 4rm d vry 1st day i set my eyez on Her, Fateema Inteesar" kasa ci gaba da karatun tayi duk tunanin ta ya tsaya cak, tun tana karamarta bata wuce shekara biyar ba tasan Aliyu, kuma tun lkcn take mugun tsoransa kmr mutuwa, hasalima idan tayi laifi inna xata tsorata ta ca take xata kira mata Aliyu jikinta ya dingi rawa knn har tayi bacci ranar ko sau daya bae taba wasa da ita ba tana karamarta suna hada ido yake xaro mata dara daran idonsa ta fasa ihu ta ringa kuka knn har ya bar gidan ranar, in yaxo gidan inna knn lkcn tana karama, hannunta na rawa ta bude wani page din wae dan ma ba accordingly take budewa ba, "2 day is d happiest day of my life, she is now mine, mine 4 ever Fateema inteesar," hawaye kadae ke bin kuncinta duk ta rikice, wae duka wa innan abinda take gani ita Aliyu ke nufi ko wa, a hankali ta dawo farkon page din don ta tabbatar da dairy din nasa ne, sunansa ne boldly a gaba, Aliyu Abubakar Yusuf, farkon page din abinda ta gani shine "Allah kai ka jarabceni da son Fateema, ya Allah ina rokanka ka bani ita a matsayin matata uwar 'ya yana, ka saka mata sona a ranta kmr yanda ka saka min nata a raina, ina sonki inteesar ina sonki inteesar fiye da yanda ni kaina nake tunani, na rasa yanda xanyi da sonki, kullum mafarkina baya wuce na Allah ya mallaka min ke a matsayin matata, i donno hw 2 approach yhu inteesar, kece dalilin xamana a kano inteesar, ban san wani irin so nake maki hka ba...." ajiye diaryn tayi a tsorace ta koma baya tana kuka ssai. Kuyi srry sisters yau bana gida ne wllh shiyasa kuka ji shiru . Kuka ssae inteesar ke yi, bata sake bude diary ba kuma, ta dafa gado xata mike daga wajen ta kasa hkn yasa ta koma ta xauna kawae tana hawayen da bata san dalilinsa ba, ta kai minti kusan sha biyar a hka taji an bude gate tasan shine ya dawo amma bata yi kkrin yin komai inda take ba, ya kai minti kusan bakwae kafin ya hauro sama taji ya bude kofar dakinta, bayan kmr minti biyar ya fito ya bude nasa dakin, mutuwar tsaye yyi daga bakin kofar, ya dau lkci tsaye yana kallonta snn cikin tsawa yace "me kike yi a nn....." ita dae har lkcn bata juyo ba, kuma bata tanka masa ba, dakyar ya karaso cikin dakin ya durkusa bayanta ya fixgota har wani rawa hannunsa yake yace "diary dina kika bude don baki da kunya fateema, how dare yhu" bata ce masa komai ba ta shiga tattara hotunanta dake baje a wajen snn ta mike da kyar tayi ball da dairyn cikin