ALKAWARIN DA CIWO

idar da sallar isha kenan. Yayi sallama ta juyo ta dubeshi tare da amsa sallamar tana cewa, "Ah,ah mutanen ikko barka da sauka. Yace yauwa Gwoggo kuna lfy? Tace Lafiya kalau, zauna mana yace, Ba zama zanyi ba inason in shiga masallaci inyi salla ne, na leka dakinsu inna duk ba sunan lafiya ko? Gwoggo ta sauke mayafin dake kanta zuwa kafada tace, Wlh Ali gidan ba lafiya ina jin duk suna sasan Habibu, kasan Amina ba lfy to wlh jikin yaki dadi. Ya fiddo ido yace,"subhanallah, meke damunta? Anje asibiti kuwa? Duk haka ya jerowa gwoggo wadannan tanbayoyin guda biyu tace, To gashinan dai ciki ne gareta tana shan wahalarsa shine jiya jini kuma ya tsinke yana ta zuba muna kyautata zaton bari ne to rashin ganin gudan cikin ya fito shi yake samu kokwanto dama gobe ake shirin zuwa asibitin idan jinin bai tsaya ba, Duk Aliyu yabi ya firgice ya dubi gwoggo yace, bari inyo sallah sai mu tafi asibiti yanzu, yaushe ne zaa zauna da mutum a gida yana zubda jini, ya fice cikin sauri ya nufi masallaci. Kafin ya dawo gwoggo ta shiga sasanmu take sanar da mu zuwan Aliyu. Jin haka yasa naji dadi a raina nasan mai lallashi na yazo don kuwa tunda inna ta fara ciwo na sukurkuce sai aikin kuka saboda nayi mugun shakuwa da inna ta.Yana shigowa dakin innata na isa jikinsa da sauri na kwakume shi ina kuka ya rungume ni yana lallashi, shima yaya Aliyu idonsa ya kada yayi ja saboda irin yanayin ciwon da ya gani na innata. ko zama bai yiba yace su fito da ita a tafi asibiti a lokacin duk iyayan mu maza suna nan sukace ya bari sai gobe tunda dare yayi sannan shi kuma gashi tattare da gajiyar tafiya yace shi sam bai amince ba dole suka hakura da tashi shawarar aka nufi babban asibitin Bauchi da ita a wannan daren. Naso in bisu don har Yaya Aliyu ya saka ni a motar amma babana yace sam bai dace aje dani ba, haka na hakura na shige gida da gudu ina aikin kuka ganin haka yasa Aliyu ya biyo ni ya lallasheni sannan yaja motar suka tafi, washe gari ranar asabar itace ranar da bazan taba mantawa da ita ba a tarihin rayuwata. Ranar bakin ciki, ranar kuka, ita ce ranar da na gwammace in koma ga mahaliccina. Ina zaune a dakin innarmu bayan na gama share dakin na goge leda ko ina na tsaftace shi sai na yi wanka na shirya tsaf abina ina jiran dawowar su yaya aliyu daga bauchi don in sake binsu zuwa ganin innata a asibiti domin tun da suka tafi jiya basu dawo ba illa baba sada ne kawai ya dawo da safe ya shaida mana an kwantar da ita. Ashe bayan tahowarsa bai fi da awa daya ba ALLAh ya amshi ran mahaifiyata. Ni dai ina zaune a dakin sai naji hayaniya a tsakar gidan mu ina shirin fita inga ko menene sai na ci karo da yaya aliyu ya kutso kai ckn dakin idonsa yayi jawur tabbas kuka yayi inna ta lullube cikin zani aka shige da ita uwar daki. duk da yake bani da wasu shekaru masu yawa amma hakan bai hana ni fuskantar inda aka sa gaba ba. Tabbas inna rasuwa ta yi haka naji zcyta tana gaya min. na dubi aliyu a firgice na ce "ya aliyu mene ne sam yaki yarda mu hada ido illa kawai ce min yayi" sun sallameta ne? nace " ta mutu ko? tambaya ta ta tsorata yaya aliyu sai yace ' waya gaya miki? karya ne' mahaifi na najiyo daga ckn daki suna maganar likkafani habawa sai na kankame aliyu ina gunjin kuka nace ' haba yaya aliyu gashi nan ance ta mutu kana cewa karya ne, wayyo ALLah na yau na shiga uku! ban kuma sanin in da kaina yake ba sai da yamma lis bayan an kai inna kushewar ta. ganin nayi kwance bisa cinyar yaya aliyu yana tofa min addu"o"i yana ganin na bude ido yayi ajiyar zcy yace,"sannu ko rahama,yanzu me ke damunki? na bude baki na da kyar nace " yaya aliyu ina inna ta ke? ya dan yi jim tamkar ba zai yi mgn ba har sai da na sake maimaita tambayata sannan yace " tana daki" to kai ni in ganta, taji sauki? abin da nace kenan ido na kyar kansa yayi saurin cewa " an maida ta asibiti' na tashi daga jikinsa na zauna nace " gashi na hango m2ne cike da gida sannan zakace inna bata mutu ba? ni wlh na san ta mutu boye min kake" sai hawaye ke zuba min shar shar ya kwantar dani a kirjinsa yana share min hawaye tare da aikin lallashi na. tabbas sai anan ne na dada sakankancewa inna ta rasu ina tausayin kai na sai dai nafi tausayawa " yan kanni na guda biyu. mutuwa kenan mai raba da da mahaifi ta raba masoyi da masoyi 'kwana biyu da rasuwr inna duk na fita hayyaci na snd mugun sabo da shakuwar da muka yi da inna shiyasa ake cewa ba mutuwa akewa kuka ba sai sabo shi dama turken wawa ne. na kode na jeme sbd rashin cin abinci ina zaune a takure can sakon gadon gwaggo sai ga yaya aliyu ya leko dakin daga ni sai gwoggo ne a dakin ya isa inda nake a takure ya gurfana gabana yana duba na yace" rahama kin ci abinci? na gyada kai alamar eh ya dubi gwaggo yace wai taci abnci gwaggo? ta girgiza kai tana duba na tace ' sam bata ci komai ba ina ga tun kokon safe shima kadan ta sha gashi yanzu ana neman karfe ukun rana' ya kada kai ckn damuwa yace ' in akwai abinci bani yanzu zata ci shi' gwaggo ta miko masa shnkafa da miya ckn langa tace " kila da yake kai ne ta ci amma ni nayi lallashin duniya taki ci har fushi nayi don taci abinci amma a banza" ya amshi abnci tare da ckli ya zauna gaba na ya soma bani abincin da kyar nake ci sai ina jin abincin har wani daci yake min a baki, sai da yaga na koshi sannan ya kyale ni. ya je dakin sa ya kawo min katuwar gora ta (five alive) da babban gwangwani na biskit yace idan na kasa cin abinci sai in dinga ci. yadda kasan ban rasa mahaifiya ba haka na koma a gidanmu, kowa ka gani lele na yake babu ma kamar gwaggo da ta shiga sangarta ni tamkar ni kadaice jikarta. sai abn da naga dama nake yi a gidan nan sam bata son taga an takura ni yanzu ta hau fadan ni marainiyace, shi yasa ma riko na kacokan ya koma hannunta. kakanni na na gurun uwa sun so kwarai su tafi dani can gurinsu a ningi in zauna amma fafur gwaggo ta kiya, hakama kanwar mahaifiya ta da take aure a garin bauchi ta so a bata ni kasancewar itama 'ya'yanta duk maza ne amma sai bata sami nasarar dauka ta ba gwaggo ta hana kowa. A wannan lkcn shekaruna sha uku daidai yadda na taso da kiba yanzu duk sai na rairaiye na zama yar siyat sai kyau da na kara wai nice har samari ke kawo min daukin neman aure gun babana amma ya kan basu hakuri yace ya riga yayi min miji yaya aliyu. Duk wanda yaji ance zan auri yaya aliyu mamaki yake yi sbd haduwa irinta yaya aliyu ga ilimi ga tsafta ga kyau ga kwarjini wasu har abin dry abin yake basu wai babban ma'aikaci kamar aliyu ne zai auri yar ficikar yarinya kamata kai lallai yaudarar iyayen mu kawai yake yi in ma auren alkawari ne to sun cuceni don kuwa nan gaba kara aure zai yi ni ko in wulakanta basu san shine alin bane da kansa ya furta yana sona tun cikin tsumma kuma har yanzu wannan kalmar ta so tsakanina da aliyu bata gushe ba a zuciyarsa nima kuma raina ya na son dan yayan nawa ko don sbd yadda yake tattali da riritani ako da yaushe. [03/11 1:51 pm] * +234 802 874 8204, : =??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=?? " " " Alqawarin da Ciwo 6" " " =??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=?? Yau juma'a na yo kwalliya ckn leshi da yaya aliyu yayi min da salla, bkn wata kawata hanne ake yi har an kai ta gidan miji yau ne ake mata jere nima sauri nake in tafi duk da na san yaya aliyu na bisa hanya. ina fitowa soron gidanmu muka yi aringizo da shi zai shigo hannun sa rik da yar jakarsa yayyane ke biye da shi da kaya niki niki bauhunna abin masarufi ne rinsu suga,. omo , shinkafa, katan katan na taliya kai tarkace dai irin wadda ya saba kawowa iya yenmu daag lagos, ya dubeni ckn shai'awa yace " a 'a yar matasa ina zuwa? ko kwalliyar juma'an tar abn mai gida ne? to ga ni na iso" muka tintsire da dry ban sami gaya masa inda zani ba sai na amshi yar jakarsa muka dawo ckn gida yana rike da hannuna. ya isa dakin gwaggonmu ya wuce aka shiga jero masa kayan abinci fankasau kawai naga ya cini ka mina zaune a gefa ina kallonsa har ya kare sannan ya dubeni yace " wai ina zaki na naga har da yafa mayafi? na gaya masa inda zani ya rike baki ckn al"ajabi yana duban gwaggo yace " yanzu gwaggo da gske an yiwa hanne kawarta aure? tace " kwarai kuwa shine abin mamaki? yace" haba gwaggo wai me yasa har yanzu kun kasa gane illar da auren wuri ke jawowa, ki duba kiga fa kawarsu jummai da akai mata auren wuri inace gunrin haihuwa ta zama yar yoyon fitsari sbd bata isa haihuwa ba wannan ma kadai ai ya ishi iyaye ishara su dinga barin "ya" ya suna kaiwa shekaru sha takwas shine munzalin aure yanzu don Allah ina ranar jummai anan an cuceta an cuci rayuwarta gashi naji ance babu rai ya zo sbd wahala, haba don Allah"GWoggo ta numfasa ta ce " a gaisheka bature koko ince likita bokon turai.wannnan irin sharhi? to mu wannan shine gata ga ya'yanmu ba gara muyi masu aure ba da suje su dauko mana abin gori" ya ce " ni ina gani duk wannan ya danganta ga irin tarbiyya da iyaye suka ba yaro ne ko kuma sakaci daga garesu,amma babu wani maganar dauko abin gori, kuma yawanci iyayen mu mata ai su sukejanyowa kansu abin gori sbd dorwa 'ya'ya mata talla a madadin zuwa makaranta kinga kuwa dole yara su lalace can gurin yawon tallace-tallace. ni kam ina gdy ga Allah da yasa mu ana gidan baku da wannan dabi'ar ta dorawa yara talla abu daya ke damuna yanzu game da karatun rahama ina son ku kyale ni in nema mata makarantar gaba da firamare ta kwana a garin bauchi tunda ta kammala firamare" gwaggo ta kwabe baki taba jinjina kai tace" sam ban amince ba tun lokacin mahaifiyarta na da rai bamu amince ba balle yanzu da bata da rai, ai sai ka jawo mana abin surutu da zagi a garin nan yaushe ne zamu yadda ka dauki rahama yar shekara sha uku ka kaita wani gari wai karatu shima ai zubda mtunci ne ina marabar dambe da fada, da talla da makarantar kwana? ya ce" wlh da akwai maraba sosai gwaggo kinga makarantar kwana idan kaje tamkar kana gaban iyayenka ne tunda baka ayi sakaci da yaro ba balle har ya fita ya dauko abin kunya tsabar kara2 da koya tarbiyya shi ake koyawa sabanin 'yan talla da suke shiga tashar mota da kasuwa suna felle rashin kunya son ransu ba kwaba balle tsangawam haka zaki ga yarinya ta zage tana zagin kato sbd ya sayi abinta ya hana ta kudi ko kiga ta kama shi da kokowa duk muna kallonsu a tashoshin mota da kasuwanci to ina ranar wadannan muggan dabi'un? wlh garin kokawe-kokawenna ne zaki ga sha'awa ta ingiza wani katon dama ba mata gare shi ba yaja yar mutane sako ko wani shagon ya lalata ta kinga shi ai talla bai tsinanan komai ba daga karshe idan akayi rashin sa"a yarinya ta ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

riga ta saba da cudanya da maza da kashe kudi shi kenan ta sami hanyar bin maza. Yayi tsaki ckn takaici yadda kasan ni ake dorawa tallar, gwaggo tace' mu dai babu dayan da zamuyi ba talla babu kuma wani zurfin karatu ga diya mace sai aure mu shi muka sani kuma shi muka gada kaka da kakanni muma ta hanyarsa aka same mu kaga ko ai ba maki aure ba" yadda ka san in saka hannu aka in yi ta zunduna ihu haka nakeji sbd jin gwaggo ta kafe ba zanyi karatun boko ba, ni kam buri na ke nan ba ni son aure tun daga kan abin da ya sami kawata jummai na yoyon fitsari duk kuma musabbabin auren wuri ne sai ina rayawa a raina tabbas kila nima haka ce zata same ni tunda gwaggo ta kafe ita ra'ayinta na aure kuma babana ba shi da zabi sai gwaggo. ('('('('('('('('('('('('('('('(' Abu daya ya kan sani jin dadi a raina idan na tina cewa yaya aliyu na za'a aura min kuma shi mai son ayi karatu ne to kaga kenan bani da matsalar karatu sai ta wajen haihuwa na runtse ido na ckn tafukan hannayena tamkar zanyi kuka, yaya aliyu ya fuskanci nufi na na son yin kuka sai yace " rahama taso muje ki wuce gidn bkn nima zani inyi sallar la'asar. shi a tunanin sa hanani tfy da yayi shine musabbabin bacin raina bai san hirar su da gwaggo ce ta tada man hankali ba. muka fito ya shiga ya gaida su innarsu sannnan muka nufo kafar gida anan ne muka hadu da babana aliyu ya risina har kasa ya gaida shi baba yace ' ikon Allah ashe ka iso grn" yaya mutan ikko da ikin naka yace lfy kalai baba" yace " madallah idan ka kintsa ina son ganin ka" yace " to baba bari in yo sallah" baba ya shige ckn gida ni kuma muka wuto jkn motar yaya aliyu ya fiddo kudi sabbi ' yan naira goma-goma na dubu daya ya mika min yace" gashi sai ayi haidmar biki ko? na sa hanni biyu na amsa nayi gdy, ya nufi masallaci ni kuma na koma gida na ba gwaggo kudin dannan na tafi. mahaifina sun kebe da yaya aliyu a dakin kofar gida bayan sallar isha'a baba ya dubi aliyu yace dama ba wani abu yasa nayi kiranka ba sai game da maganar rahama, shin har yanzu kana son ta? aliyu ya gyada kai yace ' kwarai ina sonta baba ni ban ma taba tunanin zan dai na son rahama ba "yace toh alhmdlh tunda kana son rahama,kuma wai sbd mu iyayenku kake sonta ko ra'ayine na kanaka, shin kayishririn auren rahaam? aliyu yace eh to gsky baba ni banyi shirin komai yanzu ba illa shirin karatu nke mata ina son in samo mata mkrntr yammata ta garin bauchi sai ta cigaab da karatunta tunda nasan ko za a yi mgnr aurenmu sai nan gaba kaga lkcn ko ai uku ta kammala ya isheta idan akayi auren sai ta cigaba da karatun" baba yayai ajiyar zucy uace " wannan shine ana dara ga dare yayi, ai yanzu ba maganar cigaban karatu ga rahama illa zamcen aure shiyasa nayi kiranka don inji naka ra'ayin idan ka amince za'a daura aure ka tafi da matarka in yaso tayi karatun can a dakinka tunda shine burinka" nana da nan zufa ta karyowa yaya aliyu sbd jin wannan kalamai na mahaifina ya share zufar data tsattsafo masa a goshi da hannunsa ya ja numfashi a lokaci guda yace " baba ko ka manta shekarun rahama sha uku ne yanzu yace kwarai ina sane ban manta ba cancantar hakan shi yasa na sanar da kai ban sani ba ko ka canza ra'ayinka kanata"ya ce ni sam ban canza ra"ayi na ba amma a tawa shawarar ina ga zaifi kyua a dan bar ta ta kara dan girma ko nan da shekara biyu ne kaga lokacin ta kai shekara sha biyar baba yace wlh aliyu da ra'ayi na kenan amma sai rasuwar uwar yarinyar nan ya ruguza komai kaga yanzu ikon rahama ya koma hannun gwaggo babu mai tsawatawa rahama a gidan nan yanzu gwaggo ta hau sababi tace za a takurawa marainiya, ba wai na raina rikon da gwaggo take mata bani illa yanzu sai abinda take so take yi a ckn gidan nan ko ni ka mina tsoro kar wata ran a wayi gari rahama ta dauko mana abin kunya sbd sakacin tarbiyya kaga gara in yi mata aure hankali na zaifi kwanciya shi yasa na shaida maka in kana yi ayi da kai don kuwa masoya sun fara sintiri har da mai gari na son ta mahaifinsa ya aiko kuma wlh kowa ya zo na kan shaida masa nayi mata miji kaga da muguwar rawa gwanda kin tashi, kar su ji haushin na hana su aurenta su yaudareta su lalata mana ita ko su hure mata kunne ta bijire mana shi yasa gara ayi auren mu huta" [03/11 1:51 pm] * +234 802 874 8204, : =??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=?? " " " Alqawarin da Ciwo 7" " " =??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=??=?? Har yanzu Aliyu zufa yake yi shi sai yana jin mgnr tamkar a mafarki wai yau shine da auren rahama yar shekara sha uku abin da bai taba kawowa a ransa zai faru nan kusa ba.ya shiga jerowa baba illar auren wuri ke kwowa amma sam baba ya kiya sai ma ce masa yayi ' ai ni aliyu gara ko me zai faru da rahaam ya same ta a dkn mjnta sabanin ya sameta a gabanmu, in har son da kake wa rahama na tsakani da Allah ne to gra ka amince da aurenku in kuma ba haka ba to ni daman na san yaudararmu kke yi kamar yadda mutanen gari ke zunden hakan, kaga sai in nemi wanda zai rike min ita tsakani da Allah in bashi aurenta" kwakwalwar aliyu tayi caji tare da daukan zafi snnan zuiyarshi ta sosu don jin wai mutanen gari na zunde akan irin son da yake wa rahama nan take yba baba tabbacin zai aure ni amma sai yace " shi kenan na amince dari bisa dari da aurenmu da rahama amma ina neman alfarma ka a daura gobe kamar yadda nai kace ayi hkr har sai sati na sama idan na dawo sai a daura ranar asabar in yaso lahadi sai in tafi da ita. kuma kar kuyi wahalar yi mata wani abu komai da zata bukata zata same shi a can idan ma babu zan siya mata baba yace haab aliyu ai ko da muke iyayenka gaba daya ai ba a yi haka ba ydda akewa duk wata 'yar gata muma haka zamuyi wa rahama ko don kare mutuncin ta a can gaba" aliyu ya dago manufar baba da yace can gaab wato kar ya goranta min wata rana amma sai yace " haab haba baab yaushe ne gani a raye zan bari kuyi wahala akan auren rahama ai ko ba ni ta aura ba ni ya kamata in yi mata komai na kayan daki balle ta zama mallaki na. ina son ku kwantar da hankalinku da zarar an daura aurenmu rahama kadia zan tafi da ita ba tare da komai na dawainiya ba ina son ma tun yanzu ka sanar da yan uwa" baba dai murnace ta coko masa ciki sbd jin kalaman aliyu sannan babban abin farin ciki yadda ya nuna halacci akan maganar iyaye bai biire masu ba duk da yake shima yana so auren washegari maganar aurenmu da yaya aliyu duk ta watsu ckn danginmu kowa sai yake da wannnan aure babu kamar gwaggo wadda sbd murna guda ta dinga rangwadawa ni ko muna zaune gefenta kawai sai na saka mata kuka ni a dole ba na son aure. don gsky ko da can da ake cewa aliyu zan aura ni a wasa nake daukan abin sai yau ne na tabbatar gsky ne da naga ana ta rabon goro da alawa, sannan naji ana cewa wai da an daura zai tafi dani lagos. wlh ba komai yake sani kuka ba sai idan na tuno da jummai kawata wadda a sanadin aure gashi ta nakasa gurin haihuwa, shikenan nima yanzu da anyi auren idan nazo haihuwa zan sami matsala duk da yake ma ni a lkcn ban san komai game da aure ba. na cigaba da aikn kukana gwaggo ta matso daf da ni tadafa kafadata tana lallashina tace " haba yar lelen gwaggo meye kuma abin kuka daga zancen aure? ko ba kya son yaya aliyun nake ne? na dago ido na yayai jawur nace " ni gwaggo ya zaku ce wai zai tafi dani lagos ni kadai ni wlh ba zan bi shi ba" gwaggo tace " toh shikenan ni zan shirya idan aka daura auren mu tafi tare sai ya hada mu mu biyu kin yarda ko? na yi saurin gyada kai nace " na yarsa kema acan zaki zauna ko? ta ce kwarai kuwa" sai da ta gama lallashi na da dadadan kalamai sannan ta dauki buta ta fita. ('('('('('('('('('('('('('('('(' a bakin kofa suka hadu da yaya aliyu zai shigo dakin. Tace " yauwa Ali sai ka shiga kayi lallashi mutuniyar ka kukan aure take? yayi murmushi yace " yanzu gwaggo dan Allah waye ya tabo min amarya kin san fa yarinyace? tace wlh babu wnd ya tabo ta ganin ana raba goro da alawa shine ta saka kuka" ya shigo dkn ya zauna daf dani ya riko hannuwa na ckn nasa yace " haba rahamata ko ba kya so na ne? na dago ido na da suka jajir na kalle shi ga wasu sabbin hawaye na zuba amma bance uffan ba ya sake cewa" kina so na rahama na gyada kai na tabba cin eh yace ok to kiyi hkr ki daina kuka babu abun da zai same ki idan akai maki aure ko wani yace maki wani abu zai samekine? na girgiza kai yace to gaya min abinda ke saki yin kuka ko kina tsoron wani abun ne? nayi saurin cewa eh" ya dan fiddo ido yace " me kike tsoro? nace "ni haihuwa nake tsoro" kawai sai naga ya tintsire da dry yace " wa ya ce maki zaki haihu? nace" ba ina gani kowa aka yi mashi aure haihuwa yake ka duba fa yadda jummai ta zama yanzu tana can abitin kano za a yi mata aikin ni wlh tsoro nakeji" na sake rushewa da kuka ya kwantar da kaina bisa kirjinsa yana share min hawaye yace " come on, ki kwantar da hankalinki, in dai haihuwa kike tsro(i promise yhu ) nayi maki alkwari ba zaki haihu da wuri ba in Allah ya yarda sai a lokacin da kika kai munzalin haihuwa (do u agree)? kin amince? na gyada kai ya ce to yi min yar dryr nantaki mai ban sha a wa" bansan lokcn da na kyalkayle da dry ba d dai dai lkcn gwaggo ta shigo tana kallonmu ta ce " iko sai lillahi rahama yo ina kukan?anya wannan ba zaki kwacen dan saurayin mijin ba?? mu ka sa dry gaba dayanmu. A gaskiya aliyu ya shiga halin rudani da ya koma lagos, don kuwa ckn sati gudan da baba ya diba masa don har " yar rama sai da yay. ba wai baya son aure na bane illa kankanta da yake ganin nayi, daga gida har ofis baya samun walwala ya rasa yadda za'ayi ya sanarwa da abokansa na lagos yadda yake daukan kansa mai bala in aji a birnin lagos yaushe ne zai iya furta musu zai auri yar shekara sha uku. tabbas yawancin frnds dry zasuyi masa sbd yadda matsayinsa yake. ya so ma ace ya gayawa aminisa sagir to yana shakkar kar ya gaya masa shi kuma ya gayawa amaryarsa safiyya kaga daga nan tonon silili yazo kenan. shi kam dole aurenmu ya zam